Well my love went to school today off to her art class. She said she will back later in the day. I little part of my heart leaves with her every time she goes away. I am always amazed by this woman. How much she loves me. I know it is not easy for her to go back forth between two houses. I thank the all mighty that he or she has given me her in my life. ... That is why when every I hear a noise in the house I worry that she is hurt. I know it gets to her because she told me. I will try to be better. But my love is special to me part of me feels that I have to protect her her from harm. I know that is so old fashion and she not made of glass. But sometimes I cannot help my self. My love also said I was a trouble maker when it comes to the issue about the question i asked about the team . What we Are doing for outdoor, I know she was joking... I hope I care about this part of my life it has been there for 25 yrs or more . I would like it to go on,, it brought a lot of joy to my life and still does ... But my priorities has changed in this life now I am growing up I guess .. At work it more the same the "latin lover" had bday he was in for a half shift the thin lady came in and was the same not a thing changes.. No staff .. EvPe does what she wants it all seems crazy.. Well back to reality .. Time wash stuff dishes and bedding etc.. Wow it is a day off..